Zainuddin.
Marah dan sedih ketika dulu aku membaca kisah kau.
Ketika jiwa aku masih tiada berat antara kau dan Hayati.
Tapi sekarang, marah aku lebih kepada Hayati dan sedih aku buat kau.
Kerana aku juga rasa sakit ditinggalkan.
Ditinggalkan..
Tapi Zainuddin bezanya kita,
Aku jauh tercampak tanpa rasa sedikit belas darinya.
Kau..
Dia datang tapi engkau lebihkan dendam walaupun dirayu.
Yang akhirnya..
Kau ditinggalkan selamanya.
Cinta dan dendam.
Aku masih pilih cinta.
Kerana aku tahu sakitnya terluka.
Benci dan sakit ini dibiar padam.
Supaya aku sentiasa tenteram.
Aku bukan kau Zainuddin, walau kita sama ditinggalkan.
September 05, 2017
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