Missing Home, Missing Peace

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Hi!

Yes, I don’t have many friends here — but that doesn’t mean I’m alone.

Tapi bukan langsung tak mau berkawan, cuma dah besar ni rasa malas sangat nak attached dengan orang. Kadang-kadang rasa macam tak sesuai duduk sini pun, ye jugak.

My insecurity kills me.

But screw all that. I just need my family to be there when I’m in need — others don’t really matter. Of course, we need HIM too. That’s compulsory.

Lately, rasa macam lain sikit. Semua macam serba tak kena. Asyik nak naik angin je kerja. Hati ni dah sampai Kedah, jasad je kat Shah Alam.

Apa-apa pun, best pergi picnic hari tu. Lagi best kalau Mak Ndak Seha ada, but my mom doesn’t like coming here :(

These kids really know how to play. Layan diorang pun dah boleh hilang masalah yang bersarang dalam kepala. Kids really make you feel better. Dia main layang-layang dengan abahnya, and I was playing with my nephew. Lawak betul — masing-masing tak reti main.

Naik je jatuh, naik je jatuh balik. Last-last fed up. Pergi round main alat senaman. Balik tu layan Adam & Hawa and tidur.

The next day, met my friend at TS. Macam biasa, kalau dengan dia mesti akan sesat sepanjang hari.

Should I call her the lost friend?

To Wani and the others — next time, boleh la join! Hehehe :P