Catching Up with the Old Me
Hi!
Awesome weekend! That’s all I can say.
I met one of my besties — the one I think I’ve been through so much with. Fights, tears, laughter, and all the memories we shared. It’s all in the past, but it taught me a lot. The struggles and passion in our studies… oh my, how I miss those days.
It was just a coincidence that she was off that day. Most of the time, we were just stuck in the car because we got lost all day.
Sometimes I think about how I got through hardships before without feeling so down. Yes, I’m on a different level now. But I want those feelings back — the feeling of truly living, enjoying life, and doing things I love. It seems simple, but how could I have known life would turn out like this? I’m not blaming fate; I’m just curious why things happen the way they do.
I think it’s about perception. I try to set a good example so people see me as one of them. Intelligence is subjective. You can’t claim how good you are until you’ve done it. Positive thinking helps boost confidence.
I graduated from my diploma with so many experiences, friends, and fun memories. It felt really good. I hope to feel that way again, but more mature and able to make better decisions than before. I admit I was silly back then — didn’t think much, rushed things, did the stuff teens always do. But those experiences taught me lessons. You have to go through challenges to learn and grow. (Missing my neighbor, hahaha)
To whoever is reading this: I know things feel rough right now. I just want you to know that it will get better, I promise. Keep holding on a little longer. I know it feels like nobody cares.
You’re wrong — stop denying it. I care; otherwise, I wouldn’t be saying this.
You’re not alone. Even if we’re miles apart, we’re all going through similar struggles. Please keep holding on.
— (via tersenyum-melihat-langit)
I hope to be happy — just like the meaning of my name, Aisyah. Maybe not today, but one day, InsyaAllah. HE never fails to grant our wishes; it’s just us humans who sometimes fail in our duty to HIM.
