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Realiti? Susah macam mana pun kena hadapi jugak, dah nama pun realiti. So it is real. Like really REAL. The difference between people is how their reality and the way they handle it.
Mine? Syukur ya Allah dengan nikmat-nikmat yang ada, kalau dibandingkan dengan orang yang ditimpa musibah di luar sana. Cuma sifat manusia ni tak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada. It's not that aku tak puas dengan semua yang aku ada, cuma kalau boleh aku nak semua datang dari usaha sendiri. Tak payah pening kepala.
Masalah aku sekarang? Aku ni menganggur. I want a job. So that I don't have to ask my mom for money, my sis to buy a bag for me and pay for my hair treatment, my brother to pay for my accident. It just doesn't feel right. Otak tak berjalan kalau hari-hari macam ni.
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I just hope that my brain does not 'berkarat' sampai semua benda dah lupa. Every day: check my mails, open my FB to see what my friends are up to, read quotes, listen to the same song, watch TV, eat, buang sampah, go to the bank, pay a lot of bills (at least I know I berguna), etc.
People told me that my time will come; it just takes time. I know good things will come, but don't you think I'm wasting my time just waiting and keeping waiting? On the other side, others gain a lot of things and I'm just nothing. Poor me.
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Every day I learn new things, but I need more. Good luck, self :)
