Reality Check
Realiti? Susah macam mana pun, kena hadapi jugak. Dah nama pun realiti, so it is real — like really REAL. The difference between people is in their reality and the way they handle it.
Mine? Syukur ya Allah dengan nikmat-nikmat yang ada, especially bila dibandingkan dengan orang yang ditimpa musibah di luar sana. Tapi sifat manusia ni memang tak pernah puas dengan apa yang ada. It’s not that aku tak bersyukur, cuma kalau boleh aku nak semua datang dari usaha sendiri. Tak payah pening kepala.
Masalah aku sekarang? Aku ni menganggur. I want a job. So that I don’t have to ask my mom for money, my sis to buy a bag for me or pay for my hair treatment, my brother to cover my accident. It just doesn’t feel right. Otak tak berjalan kalau hari-hari macam ni.
I just hope that my brain doesn’t ‘berkarat’ sampai semua benda dah lupa. Every day: check my mails, open my FB to see what my friends are up to, read quotes, listen to the same song, watch TV, eat, buang sampah, go to the bank, pay bills (at least I know I’m useful), etc.
People told me that my time will come; it just takes time. I know good things will come, but don’t you think I’m wasting my time just waiting? On the other side, others gain a lot while I feel like nothing. Poor me.
"Even if you’re on the right track, you’ll get run over if you just sit there."
— Will Rogers
Every day I learn new things, but I need more. Good luck, self :)
