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Hari ni tiba-tiba teringat seorang kawan aku. We’ve known each other for about eleven or twelve years, I think — since Standard Three, to be exact. At first, when he came, I kinda hated him. I don’t know why, I just didn’t like the way he was back then. But later, we grew closer and closer. I found out he was actually very humble and funny — easy to talk to because his responses were always the best. We stayed close through primary school. Did we ever fight? Of course. Who never fights with friends? Sometimes those fights even made our bond stronger. Ye dak? hehe
We stayed at the same school until Form One, but in different classes. Then he moved to another school, and after that we lost contact — except maybe during school holidays. I started feeling shy (hormones, maybe). In Form Four we reconnected because I finally had a phone, huhu. So we became close again.
But people change. We’re not as close as before; sometimes it feels like we’re strangers. I miss the old us — those silly conversations, the good-night messages, the teasing, the prank calls. I miss them all, especially you. Why can’t we be like before? You’re changing now, not like the person I used to know. I’m really disappointed. Everyone says similar things — is it necessary to become like that? Honestly, I liked the old you more because you were amazing just the way you were.
p/s: orang tu online tadi. Damn.
