kau

Untuk yang terakhirnya
Masa kita sudah tiba
Terima kasih dengan semua yang kau curah
Aku terima walau tahu tiada hak yang utama.

Kau--

Hebat ketukan yang kau bunyikan di jiwa
Sehingga bergema seluruh semesta

Jiwa--

Aku punya jiwa
yang kau koyak rabakkan akhirnya
Hanya untuk buktikan kau punya kuasa--

Kuasa menakluk hati aku yang
ampuhnya hanya aku yang jaga

Patah jua dek kerana kau si durjana.

risau bagi mereka

Semua tanyakan aku tentang cinta
Risau kata mereka

Tapi...

Hati aku kata tak apa
Rela berlara
dari jiwa terluka.

Mudah bagi mereka.
Susah dibicara.
Kerna hati ini sering buta
terima cinta yang kononnya ada.

Ahhh...

Dari jiwa dinoda
Aku rela sengsara.

Bukan apa
Aku penat meminta
Penat untuk dikecewa
Untuk yang ke sejuta kalinya.

Family

There is one relationship 

that's as difficult yet unavoidable.

A relationship 

that's tedious but inevitable.

A relationship

that's last your entire life.

That's FAMILY.

Reply 1997

First love

First Love...

The reason why we think first love is beautiful is not that people we first loved were actually handsome or pretty,
It's because we were unconditional, innocent or a bit stupid at the time of first love--

And because...
We know that we can never go back to that young, passionate time of our days.

First Love is a bit rash...

Without any calculation, we throw ourselves with passion and finally come to face failure.
But it is at the same time, dramatic.
It comes with inexplicable feelings that we never get to experience again.
So first love becomes the most dramatic moment of our lives--

It's okay to fail.

Tragic stories stay longer than 'happily ever after'.
It's nice to have that wonderful story as one chapter of one's life.

First Love is a period of time...

It never comes back.
If the next love comes,
time has to yield for that new love.

It might not be as innocent as the first love,
but it would be a little more mature...

Due to the pain suffered from first love.
A person who dreams of love,
is the one who waits...

And a person who waits,
recognize the love when it comes near him or her.

After the romance,
the real-life comes in.
Innocence gets dirty,
passion gets cold,
and youth gets old with cleverness.

So the first love becomes part of one's exhausting daily life.
That's why first love looks like it can't be accomplished.

Because no one talks about a successful romance with first love.


Reply 1997

Teenage

Being a teenager is a stormy period because we don't know any answers,
We don't know what we really want,
Who really loves us...
Who we really love--
We struggle to find the answer.
And finally when we miraculously find the answer...
We've already become adults and undergo big and small goodbyes.

Reply 1997

conversation

“The most important thing in all human relationships is a conversation, but people don’t talk anymore, they don’t sit down to talk and listen. They go to the theater, the cinema, watch television, listen to the radio, read books, but they almost never talk. If we want to change the world, we have to go back to a time when warriors would gather around a fire and tell stories.”

— Paulo Coelho 

Conversation makes people listen. By listening, you'll understand how important it is to care for someone, to listen to them, to make them believe that somebody cares. I like listening to people, but there are times when I also in need of someone listening to me. Not all people happy all the time. That's not mental health, that's crap. Sometimes in the middle of a conversation, you got into a fight, not a real fight but just a fight. Just not to make it worst, left it behind in the next day because that's the best. Why do you bother to continue hurting each other? The conversation is a subjective matter. We converse to get along, not to drift apart.

I must admit that I'm not a good talker, but I am a good listener. Just tell me everything. Even though sometimes I can't help, but at least I can listen. I'm not a therapist, but I promise that I will listen and I will care. If I care about someone, I care a lot. This is the thing that make me sad cause people will take me for granted. I need a light and I will find it. I promise this!